Jan 19, 2021
EMOTIONS
If I could bundle up all my emotions and the unsaid words and the things that can’t really be expressed that I have felt this past one year it will perhaps sound like a cacophony of sounds, of screams, of anguish, of frustration, of boredom, of missing people, of missing human contact. And in the background of all this chaos, you will find my heart beating, constantly, like it always does, unaffected. But I have also learnt that that’s okay it’s okay to not be put together all the time it’s okay to want to scream your lungs out at the universe and the world and the gods that you’re supposed to worship and the people you’re supposed to love. It’s all okay because we are human, after all, and if losing the most wonderful person in my life has taught me anything, it is that life is too damn short to not truly feel what you’re feeling. So again, if I could sum up all that’s happened this past year I would perhaps let out a sigh a sigh that means a million things a sigh made up of sleepless nights and anxious dooms a sigh made up of wonderful evenings with my plants who Loved that I was constantly at home a sigh made up of love and loss and happiness and despair a sigh made up of human nature.